In a moment of absolute clarity, which I think is a revelation of the Spirit, the Lord showed/ taught me this. My life has been blessed. I have received a fantastic education, a wonderful career and career path, giftings for service, a loving, happy home with a supportive, believing family, and material possessions. Everything a young person could desire. There is one missing puzzle piece in this charmed life – a partner. I have sought the Lord’s will regarding this for all the years I have known Him and before that, but have received no success for all my efforts. All this time, the yearning for a partner and family of my own grows stronger. So tonight in my moment of absolute clarity, Jesus showed why me I have not been answered… I need to be married to Him first. He is the groom I’ve been searching for, my husband, my defender, protector and provider. He has been courting me all these years and I’ve rejected Him again and again. So all I have built regarding this, He has torn down. I’ve been brought to my foundation, broken-hearted and falling on my face before Him. The idol I made, my personal relationships, He destroyed to build again with Him. I’ve come to surrender the piece of heart & life I was holding back waiting for a man to fill. It is His. He is the one I will bring my sorrows and joy to, my companion, best friend, lover, and all the roles a husband fulfils. God bless you friend if you see yourself in this account, take this journey too, to becoming the bride of Jesus Christ, my partner.
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